Monday, March 15, 2010

Trying Times

Its been a month since i last blogged and a lot of things have happened already. Super busy lang at the moment, I couldn't find time to write about my crazy opinions on things. Blogging is really a therapy for me pag naasar ako.

I'm currently re-starting  my Cardiology Fellowship training in The Medical City. Medyo wala nanaman ako sa circulation nowadays pati facebook applications ko napababayaan ko na. I'm back to the bottom again trying to climb the medical hierarchy and eventually realize my dream to become a cardiologist. I've been studying and training for the past 28 years the road is really long but the traffic inside that road is worse. My living allowance is barely enough to raise my family and being the man of the house its a difficult pill to swallow. I haven't given a single centavo back to my loving parents. It's more of the conflict within me that I must resolve right now. Trenta anyos na ako and I don't feel that I have achieved anything. Specially monetarily. Titulo lang ang pagiging doctor sa akin ngayon. Sa mga nagbabasa nito marahil nagtataka kayo bakit ganito ang theme ng blog na ito and feeling nyo siguro baka iba yun author. Authentic entry po ito from yours truly.

I have taken gazillions of exams, I've graduated six times (elementary, highschool, college, medical school, internship and residency) but still I am nothing.

Sa mga friends ko na makakabasa nito I know iniisip nyo na kailangan ko ng infusion ng alcohol well it could help but it won't solve the problem.

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